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Jun. 22nd, 2006 @ 02:01 am DlRT
Current Mood: embarrassed
I've been digging myself a hole for a few years now and I don't think I'm getting any closer to getting out. Every month that churns by, the depression bleeches my pysche, but the stains never totally fade out.
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 12:51 pm *edit
Current Mood: thoughtful
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Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 09:33 pm (no subject)
michelle and amy are leaving for jersey in 12 days for good
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Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 02:11 pm On The Road Again
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: class
After nearly a month, my car is finally legal again.

I think Travis, Dmac, and I are going to get a killer place in the west end. Be jealous.
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 02:25 pm Wha huh
Current Mood: rushed
this month has been so hectic. I have not had a chance for a thought of my own. I can't wait till summer gets here and I can return to normal.
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Apr. 23rd, 2005 @ 04:08 pm Freewheeling
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Offspring
I got too drunk last night.

Its been a while since that happened.

I forgot about how wasted I could get.

I was at a party with the singer from Rustic overtones and paranoid social club.

He was free-styling and I was feebily trying to free style.

I must freestyle more.
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Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 03:35 pm (no subject)
Well, I am trying my hand at thinking.


Define v.: To create an awareness within one’s self of an event.

Event n.: Any act (including the act of existing) in a period of time that can be imagined.

Judge v.: To give context. Levels? Others vs. Self ? Unchanging things? the two schools are right vs wrong
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Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 11:12 am Read the entry before this, this is a filler.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Hey Juggs
Let me tell you all about the worst mornings I have ever had. 3 Morings out of four I woke with my right eye being very lazy. It was looking down and away and I could get it back into place for like 5 minutes. The world was blurry and corss-eyed looking. I looked in the mirror to see my deformed vision makers. I am so glad it wasn't permenent.
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Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 10:33 am Spring
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: NoFX
Hey People. Go see the movie "What the Bleep do we know?" It will give you brain fuel. Since I saw it I feel much better about seeing everything so positivly, before I wondered if it would mess stuff up if my world outlook way too harmonous. I change water.





Here is the question in art.
What does the artist make? How can the artist have a motive when it comes to making art and how pure of a motive is it? Can the artist make art for profit? to render their surroundings? or to enhance of chances of getting a glimps into the nature of the universe? When should the artist call a work complete? when it is framed? sold? written about? enjoyed? destroyed?




My hand are clammy. Last week I bought 3 pounds of muscles for 70 cents.




My caffeine Project went bunk, I kept forgetting to keep track. But I have been really taking heavily lately, so thats a bit taxing on the nerves. Caffeine has great calming properities.



I took some adderal today so I could play a magic tourneyment well. Then I ended up selling my slot for five bucks? 5 bucks for joining and dropping. and If the guy wins he will give me a pack.
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 02:44 pm caffeine me
Current Mood: tired
3pm Last night till sleep: 6oz of breakfast tea, King size snickers bar, 14oz of brewed coffee.

I am doing a documentary of my caffine intake for a week.

Today I had 12oz of reheated coffee and a 20oz Diet Coke with Lemon (tates like rum).
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 02:19 am Spring
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Mar. 19th, 2005 @ 02:23 pm ME
Current Music: Tv
I rule baby. I have had 10 roommates and I want some privacy. If anyone deserves to have their own room... it's me. five years of roommates is hard work, good thing I am a great person and can live in harmony with people.
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Mar. 18th, 2005 @ 06:27 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: In the Hall of the Mountain King
Hank owes me a dollar.

My movie rules and all others drool.

I hope at least one of my art works get into the show.
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Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 02:48 pm March Madddddness
Did I mention I went to Mass this weekend? it was awsome. The time I was doing things at Kate's college was the same amount of time I was driving. The "Party" was so strange to me... there ws a ratio of girl to guys of 20 to 1. Impossible. Kate was fun, Time flies when I hangout with her, its sweeet.
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Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 02:02 am Got Milk?
No, seriously.
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Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 02:36 am Dri nk
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: far noise
I haven't drank in a while, but today I did( like 8-10 shots of Vodka). I did some addies too. I just hope I am normal tommorow. Because its not too fun right now... It's too emotional for me to handle.
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Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 11:57 am For me there is no Glory again.
Current Mood: determined
I have run 2 days in a row and now I think I am going to get some stacker. I should serouisly still look into racewalking at the olympics. I am fast as fuck. Although terribly slow at actually fuckin.
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Mar. 5th, 2005 @ 07:08 pm Mops Mops Mops
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Frank Zappa
Can smoe people give me some ideas of ways to get thin by the end of this month? I am going to florida.
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Mar. 4th, 2005 @ 09:51 am New and old
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Elvis Costello
Well, I was going to live with D-Mac this summer. But lastnight he attacked Hank. Anyone who starts violence is a much lower person than I would really want to hang with. I do not like Ego driven power-trips. What is it going to be like to live with him if he attacks my friends? its just not worth it to me. I am going to chill with cool people now.
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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 12:02 am CONFUSATRON- Chewbacalypse Now
Current Mood: Pumped Up
Current Music: Ringing in my ears
Confusatron rule. Best band I have seen in a... a... forever. The fucking bass player had a Nintendo controler on the fron of his six string bass and he literally paused the songs. They are punk / hardcore, I would say, but very funny, and confusing. The Horror come in a close second.

I get to boom in a movie, horray me.

Girls, its all I really want is girls.
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